i cant really even imagine having a penis because vaginas dont really stick out or anything like sometimes i even forget my genitals are there i just forget but like a penis seems so?????? obstructive??? like damn aint ur penis in the way all the time????
i am literally just so stressed and irritated and scared and i feel like a fucking idiot
like, is it normal to feel this way before you get married? i feel like every single thing he does is annoying…. but did he get more annoying or did i just turn into a raging bitch?
if it’s the former, why the fuck would i proceed with getting married? how do you know if it’s just cold feet/stress or if it’s something bigger? and if it’s the latter, how long til it crashes and burns?
i’m scared i’m making a mistake